For
the very first time in my long years of existence, I have to undergo a required
surgery thru spinal anaesthesia for my medical condition. But more
than the medical reason of surgery is the lesson that I want to share. It is not really a health issue nor a matter of emergency
anyway and I can write a separate story
about the medical reason but at this particular one, I would rather like to
write here the story I have experienced that taught me remarkable lesson – it’s
about becoming a disabled or paralyzed.
It
was a six hours experience of feeling helpless and useless. While the whole procedure of operation is
on-going, I can’t help but to feel the condition of those people who are
paralyzed by health and injury. Except
guidance from the Almighty Lord, I never thought my medical situation, not a
single moment. I was put in a situation
where I feel other people. To paralyze
your body while your potent mind knows exactly what is going on, the feeling is
tortured. Although it was only from waist down but I really felt how morally
down, appalling, belittling, sorry and sorrow their spirit. I can’t get this out of my mind – that I just
want to move any smallest part of my body down there but I can’t. Now I see.
From
the operating room to recovery room, I can’t stop to ponder the feeling of
persons with disability specially those who were paralyzed due to illness. And I vividly feel my mother. I felt what she
is undergoing and how hard it is. The
feeling of – you want to do something simple but you can’t do it, it is so
appalling. My mother has been paralyzed
for more than ten years now and still battling.
I’ve experience the six hours of “helpless” in my life but thinking my
mother, I can’t imagine these six hours compare to ten years she is ridden in
bed. One by one, it quickly goes back in
my mind to recall her struggles when she wants to scratch her back, blanket
herself, move step her foot or simply wants to reach something but she cried
because she can’t. She has many things
in her mind that she wanted to do but nothing she can do and it feels her
useless. I think the best thing to do to
approach paralyzed people is to help them become independent. Help them to adapt living the new life to
don’t feel burden, self-pity, find their self worth, and purpose.
For
those people who are excessively enjoying uncontrollable foods justifying life
is too short to miss any of these – think again. Think of stroke, cancer, heart attack,
hypertension and think those people who are paralyzed due to these
illnesses. Fill their shoes that they
battling for the rest of your life, you will really regret, remorse and cry
self pity. You may enjoy the careless
life for ten to fifteen years but the one year of being paralyzed is more than
twenty years to feel. Skeptic people
will still persist to enjoy food and do not cost cut yourself when it is about
foods or might will say they have power to buy anything whatever foods they
want to eat. At the back of my healthy
mind, these people are without knowing the abuse they do and I think they are
not really skeptic but voracious. People
always have so many reasons but no matter what happen, healthy living is still
the right thing. My mother attested this saying if she can just turn back the time she will do taking care herself. Everything should be in moderation because prevention
is certainly better than cure.
By Alex V. Villamayor
July 24, 2016
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